By Marisa Garreffa
Edited by Francesca Carol Rolla
SEVERANCE
It begins with a rupture
A stone like a loaf of bread splits
in silence, into two pieces
the inner faces as black as the seeds that spill, feather light
from dense green hands along the sea
Black is the colour of life
and the stone is ready to share
lost secrets
The sky folds itself into three shades of blue
and layers its belly in pink
Music holds us in gentle hands
marking the change
Ghosts walk and the children become calm,
quiet with their ice creams
the screams of play and novelty rest now
with the remains of a feast
The cemetery marks the place
of beginning
its door open wide to the square
We gather
A man whispers poetries
to a woman waiting
at a bus stop to go nowhere
Red hips and black boots,
she trails a seaweed of words behind her
and vanishes
between the mounds of earth piled high
dressed in plastic flowers, bright, but fading
into soft pinks, ochres,
the tones of the island itself
Damp clay marks the departed
earth crumbling as wet chalked stone
an echo of words on the wind
without voice
Severance
We sever from life, from everyday
from what we already know
walking together into a portal
to separate a before from an after
We depart from the centre to journey
toward the trembling edges
where tricksters live
to the illusion of the archipelago
the great game of shifting elements
a border impossible to define
to approach the places where elements meet is to risk total annihilation
to perform on the edge of the elements is to risk your own total erasure
the portal is opened, but not all realise the moment of no return
she pounds the trident into the ground
we walk
Archipelago was the name of the sea
the great expanse of blue lightly freckled with land
until a slight adjustment was made
and the word came to mean the islands themselves
a shift from salt water to dry land
the sea is the great unknown, out of reach for those
whose lungs cannot pull air from liquid
the focus changed to what we can know
what we can come to understand
Islands.
Tangible things.
Yet, we are nothing without mystery
crumbling bones that channel no magic
The islands scream, turn again to the water
they cry, turn again to the sea
we stand on the edge
we are not the islands surrounded by sea
we are not the sea that holds its thorns of land
we are the places where they meet
The trident tears into the modern gravel road and it splits
wide open, roaring
the old island wakes
mnemonic earthquake
that shakes off the debris of human excess
and darkens the sky
Two blind men walking
one blind by necessity, held in the hands of love
the other with a storyteller reading printed tomes into his ear
the red woman trails her words
as drums drive us on
The sun is setting at our backs
away from the day and into the night
The net trails behind her, empty
waiting for the place to cast
Steel in hand pounding music from the road
a chest of woven weed, briny and strong
whose black feathers fall to the street, carrying messages
memories of sweat and love on their lips
they taste the gravel and the dust thick frosting of a thousand feet
that came before them, the black tar tread of tires
All feathers will fall, eventually
We are approaching the edge
A crackling through the long procession, a hungry wailing
anxiety, anticipation, a desire to have it done
Drum rolls as a man writhes and twists along the ground
brothers in voice gasp and groan, siren calls, run ahead
run, run, stretch the synapse, already the temptations push people together
break the trap, crack, the trident, crack, heavy steel shows no mercy
as the bleached seaweed of words flutters
into absurdity
Palms joined she raises her hands to the sky, diving upward
and vanishes into the sky as a poet speaks of dying
beautifully, and a woman presses skin to stone
her body the bridge between walls
a hollow waiting for water
Hands carry the split stone
bread already broken for the feast
cracks open and from the dark, the eruption will rise
We dance. We drum. We call.
Sometimes silence.
We rarely know how to greet the effigies of the old island Gods
The lighthouse flashes the way, slowly turning
turning the world on its axis
its light shrinks the island
seems reachable by an outstretched hand
the cock crows in the dark as goats cluster in their stone pens
It is awakening now
A woman collides with the ground and it takes her teeth
bone crumbles as dust, and the first price is paid
the island is restless
it hears us coming
stands firm
I’m singing this song to the one I love best
And her name is tattooed all over my chest
Yo ho little fishy, don’t cry, don’t cry
Yo ho little fishy, don’t cry, don’t cry
THRESHOLD
She is breast deep in water
rocking
with every wave
rocking
with the tides
rocking
as she stares into the glow
of a sun hidden
by grey sky
Surrender, she tells me,
just surrender
and it’s only a small step back to where you were before
it’s when you fight
when you stiffen
that’s when they drive you
far from the place
you want to stay
remaining in place
is a game of surrender
passing gently through
over and over again
Bring me your offering.
Blood drinking into stone
the child runs close, but always one step behind
cannot leave him, and cannot walk by his side
the blind man knows he is there, guided by others
following the song of a light that cannot be seen
Tell me what you see.
Bone becomes stone
the muscle clench squeeze within
pulls until he is a ribcage breathing
a pocket of floating skin on bone
the saxophone howling
for breath, for life
desperate
she paints the blood branches over the remains
stone and rag and tears
the women of the sea
balanced in a play
of weight
From one end of the island to another
the once-blind man walks alone now
mapping with his feet, his breath, his time
the arc of the journey
this is the marathon, he says through tired eyes
I want to feel the marathon
A red streak across the land
she is the stone and sand earth
a coil of ribs and red
smeared from nose to chin
she is the ruins, the remains,
but she is not finished
she is rebirthing herself from the earth itself
the still arms of the windmill behind her
steel wrapped wails through the morning
the grunt and call of a male voice
we see only her
the wind is silent
He lays an offering
you cannot see
the moon rising, the sky shifting
dark grey and violet, light blue and coral, sand and water
she is searching for herself
here, the shadow on the stone asks a different question
more primal than the gifts of water that he brings
she crawls belly up to the sky over the rocks
a fish out of water
she beats her back against the stone
he bathes her, one small bowl at a time
a stone nest to hold her as she learns how to move
rides currents of air as a boat slamming on waves
We walk again now
another lighthouse
this light is old
walking backward in time
following the path to the ancestors
the scent of bone
is our history too
the sun sets with each step
time folds
Tell me who you are.
Beneath a sunrise, we are protected
the air is warmer
it didn’t happen suddenly but I notice it suddenly
“Where is the wind?” he whispers, “you do not understand
there are always violent winds here but this morning is still”
The shadows are travelling now, later, they will rest
beauty has come
each is strong in their own world
and the words are pouring
Talk to me.
So many are asleep,
but somehow,
there are always three
to bear witness
What makes these eyes worthy?
Worthy of art. Of beauty, of contemplation, of an entire orchestra
of body and nature playing for the ears of our soul.
Tell me what you see.
She dances the stones to the pile
a book appears from within a red cloth
he takes it from her gentle hands and once again
his voice carries us as she approaches the edge
the invisible see us
los olvidados nos recuerdan
She reaches the wall
and enters alone
with only bodiless sound
this place is hers
the red cloth is dropped at the threshold
a scar
yes, I think, yes
this is right
all wounds must know their place
must know that they are wounds
and not the body itself
this landscape is our own, even as it changes
Three women are led by the hand, onto the cloth
amongst outlined bodies
we are crossing borders now
remapping
unmapping
gaze towards the point of Africa
hand in hand
blood stained dreams
cleansed in salt water
he tells us what he sees
we listen
in the water, the broken stone
in each of her hands
the space between each of our cells
the sea itself
that holds
the archipelago
the other hand
with which
we can join together
the conduit
the bridge
the synaptic lightening
feet in sand, mouth in air, body in water
she rocks with life
I cannot understand what is earth and what is light
we exist where the elements meet
in the place that does not understand separation
the fisherman forms the triangle
earth, air, water
we hug our brothers and sisters
I do not ask you to stand between
I ask you to inhabit both, to inhabit all
and to laugh as the edges dance, ever changing
portals opening and closing, within and without it all
synaptic bridge, compression of time, or space, or mostly
it is we
who fold
CARE
Each arrives on the island
and she is there
wide smile and wider arms
to embrace you
tenderness
she steps onto the streets
and presses a blessing
onto the forehead of the woman
who brings us here
A red fingerprint
the lamp is warm for the old storyteller by the fire
his words have meat for our bones
a geography, to get lost, a map
the lighthouse softens to listen
in its court of white stone
the man and his books form the hearth
and the wind joins his voice in the microphone
Living relatives hold the space
with food that grounds and warms
they come, through the night, through the morning,
through the day
always someone
with a paper bag of comfort in hand
it tastes like home
the red scar lays a path on the stone
Ancestors here for the farewell
white moons are filled with breath
and they hold them
waiting in the wind
for him to come
He sits in a fire warmed tomb
with poetries
gentle caresses
to soothe weary travellers
each enters alone
but the stone is an ear
amplifying
and we sit in the cold night
listening to murmurings within
the perfume of roses
overseeing the vigil
his words are the taste of spiced tea
warmth and flavour for old bones
the chosen from his collection
is one he read on the very first night
meant for me
Beneath the old lighthouse we listen
to the bodies beneath the sea
a final spell is cast, and
we hug our brothers and sisters
Steel slides carefully from his back
she has followed him all the way
watching, keeping close vigil
Now, her
gentle hands cleaning the wounds
with time
an archipelago of scars
Three men sleep, one smokes
two women hold each other
he dries her as we huddle for warmth
wraps her
bound
now their robes are sandy stone
in the light we see his offering
fuchsia slivers of silken flower
she lays them gently for the sleeping
and they begin the swoop of light
calling for the day
it takes time, but it answers
a thick pink intensity at a far corner, the shift from purple to blue
lights that seemed so distant in the night reveal themselves as close
more gather to the waterside
they cannot know what happened in the night
what the two day-breakers have wrought
now in peaceful wake
The archipelago is a question of depth
the depth of water, the depth of the air that kisses above it
they play with land’s edge, in the way a child may rub its two feet
soothing, playful, dirt between its toes, the arcipelago tugs at its own borders
revealing and hiding slips of flesh and bone
with the suck pull slither of water and air, playmates, chasing each other
up and down the island surfaces, soothing, stroking
a mother’s hand idling in the hair of her beloved child
She gently paints their tired feet red
three women beneath three white crosses
they are the women of the sea
And onto the red fabric itself
we paint our morning evocations
beauty, symbol, grace
He rests the live wire and comes
moving stones onto the stack
simply
it could be this easy
but it had to be the other way too
Flowers are crushed
pressed
squeezed
and a stone is baptised
with the birth mess of another creature
the fuchsia stain
running into the soil
and the lizards come
called
by sweetness
called
The stone like a loaf of bread is pressed into a cloth
stamping traces
it will remain in the earth where it belongs
memory keeping
its print carried onward
to the next place
Together we sing, all voices as one
swirling in the darkness of a tower
we vibrate together, voices against stone
and I do not want to leave this moment
it wraps itself around me like a warm blanket
after emerging one night from the cold sea
This is our family
a temporary constellation
we meet across seas and are woven into the fabric
then ripped again into threads
the red siren waves the white flag
the collective signature
she is laughing
Stone chalices of salt water in the last place we gather together
the sky dances flame orange with the pink of dusted rose
red sky at night, sailor’s delight
we are together now
where the land catches the water
in its stone hands
cradled
Now the fish are asleep and the sea is at rest
and ancestors stay to touch at your breast
yo ho little fishy, don’t cry, don’t cry
yo ho little fishy, don’t cry, don’t cry
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Marisa Garreffa is a writer and performance artist, whose practice explores performance as a deep and not completely solvable, and fixable human place. Her performances explore the creation of new rituals to express the moment by moment response to waves of emotion and the re-comprehension of one’s life.
Marisa Garreffa has been invited by performance art curator and PhD candidate Francesca Carol Rolla at ARCIPELAGO Collective Signatures III edition in Formentera (ES), October 2019 – a 48-hour marathon of performance art – to witness and write about the site-specific proposals of the 19 invited artists to the project: Alterphase (ES), Lorenzo Pepe (IT), Miquel Costa (ES), Negritos (AR), Dario Fusco (IT), Valeria Del Vecchio (IT), Gautama del Campo (ES), Ana Celada (ES), Matilde Sambo (IT), Mauro Sambo (IT), Andrigo&Aliprandi (IT), Preema Nazia Andaleeb (BGD), Preach R Sun (USA), Nicol Vizioli (IT), Juan Carlos Villalba (VEN), Fenia Kotsopoulou (GR), Marisa Garreffa (AU). Storytelling, memories, poetic reflections, mythologies, images and epiphanies have been used by Garreffa to be the voice of the project after its conclusion, so to leave a textual trace of the collective experience. Writing here becomes a powerful, performative, ritualistic act of witness and transformation such a vibrant, public, committed, radical performance art experience of a different kind. Marisa Garreffa’s text thus serves as entry point of a renewed sense of belonging, universal freedom and humanity the project ARCIPELAGO has put forward.
First Photo: Preach R Sun, processional performance ‘The Fisherman: Behold, Sun-Moon Child… The Fisher of Men is Light of the World’, at Arcipelago COLLECTIVE SIGNATURES III. Carretera del Far de Barbaria and Far de Barbaria, Formentera 2019. Photo by Lorenza Cini